alright not gonna lie i f'ed up hard shorted bitcoin too early!!

I will problably at this point be forced to be short squeezed I do see bitcoin at $300,000 in the long term and I just have to make 100% sure I don't miss this run... I was going to buy back in at 4500 when I sold at 5300 range.... however I didn't get it I thought at the most it would push up to 5700-6500 and that would be the top before a correction because major 6k resistance was so close and I didn't think it would just go straight through it like it was nothing.... but it did and now I am very very butthurt obviously I will not buy back in at these prices youd have to be a complete retard to buy in right after a 200% pump in literally 8 weeks.... but... I will problably be forced to buy back into this correction closer to $6,000 and get short squeezed pretty badly..... from 5300.... I do believe this will correct to 4500 but I can no longer BET ON IT ANYMORE I MUST MAKE SURE I OBTAIN THEM AND NOT GET LEFT BEHIND AND THE ODDS ARENT HIGH ENOUGH FOR A DROP TO 4500 ANYMORE!!!!!! I DO STILL BELIEVE IT WILL HAPPEN BUT I CANNOT BET ON IT AT THIS POINT ITS JUST TOOO HARD OF A DUMP TO BET ON HOWEVER IF IT DOES I WILL PROBLABLY TAKE OUT A LOAN FROM THE BANK OR SOMETHING TO BE ABLE TO COMPENSATE FOR GETTING SHORT SQUEEZED BECAUSE I HAVE SOMETHING INSIDE OF ME THAT JUST ABSOLUTELY CANNOT LET THESE BITCOINS GO!!!!!!!!! I CANNOT LOOSE THEM I MUST GET THEM BACK SOMEHOW SOMEWAY I MUST IF I HAVE TO TAKE OUT A LOAN I WILL DO WHAT I HAVE TO DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!