The great dilemma/ I am going at the beach

It's summer and I want to go to the beach instead of watching this fighting ups and downs.
I am not convinced by the downtrend shown on macd 1h, 4. I am not convinced by the uptrend.
I opened a trade and closed it at 130 usd and i just made 40 from spreads and fees. even if you are profitable you are losing with this market. I think that at Thursday with the fed speech we might have a move that we can profit from the pullback